My heart needs to tell this story....(Part 1)

His strong jaw line, his arched back, his 1/2 (aka high & tight) were so obvious. I’d seen this version of a man my entire life, except right now he wasn’t yet a man. I was fresh out of high school by a couple years, he a bit older. His self conscious shyness was palpable but I wasn’t reading his body language much yet. God he was so….hot! Such a girly description but he was. He stood out from the group of guys, to me anyway, like a neon sign. Pulling out of the parking lot I figured that would be as much as I would ever know him….those descriptions. Wow, was I wrong…………

Online Dating.....DON'T BELIEVE THE HYPE!!

So, after one month of what seemed to be no more than a bit more selective version of those free dating apps for iPhones, I did not renew my subscription. Whether there TRULY is "someone for everyone".....I have no clue but I do know that I won't be finding my "someone" on any of those dating sites. 

    It's 2012 now and after pretty much remaining single since my divorce (except for an "It's Complicated" journey), do I get lonely? Yes, of course! Would I like to find someone to share things with? Yes, of course!.....I guess it's just going to happen on God's terms, the universe, the alignment of the stars, fate, destiny, etc. because I sure as hell ain't paying to see the SAME faces I can see for FREE!

-Still hoping though.............;)